Impending Doom
I've never written about symptoms as I am having them. I am going to today, if what I'm experiencing is a symptom. All day long I have felt an overwhelming since of impending doom. I feel something very bad is going to happen to me. I have been on an extreme edge. For the past hour or so I have been watching the building security monitors on the television; I will see the killers coming at least. They are evil men. I hate them. And now I'm defenseless. I hate them more than anything and would commit the most heinous acts of evil against these killers if I weren't a Christian. They will come in sheeps clothing, that I know.
I have called my doctor and talked to the psychiatric nurse. She told me to take an extra dose of antipsychotic medication and try to relax, lower my stress, and sleep. I have done so, and will likely fall asleep soon. If I wake, I will likely feel better. If I don't, then you know they have killed me.
I have called my doctor and talked to the psychiatric nurse. She told me to take an extra dose of antipsychotic medication and try to relax, lower my stress, and sleep. I have done so, and will likely fall asleep soon. If I wake, I will likely feel better. If I don't, then you know they have killed me.
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